Friday, October 10, 2014
Beach Days are the Best Days
I know things have been a little quiet around this blog lately. I have so much to say but it's so hard to put it into words. I was recently diagnosed with breast cancer and it has made my life crazier than normal. I don't want to downplay it like it's no big deal, because obviously it is a big deal. It's just not everything. This isn't going to become a blog about cancer. My life isn't going to become all about cancer. It's something I'm going to fight and get through and I will look back on and reflect on how it changed me and my family (hopefully for the better). Already in the few weeks that I've known about it I have experienced almost every emotion you can think of and I've learned a few things in the process. First and foremost, that God is with me. He is my strength and my refuge. I have received countless texts and emails and Facebook messages from friends and family who are praying for me and I think I am finally beginning to realize the extent of the love of my brothers and sisters in Christ. It is so overwhelming and I am so humbled to have so many praying for me and concerned for me. To everyone who has reached out to me I want to say thank you, even if I may not have responded to you at the time, your messages and gifts and prayers and meals are so appreciated. I won't share all the medical details on this blog as I'd like to keep some things private, but know that I am healing already and your prayers are being answered. I have gotten better news at every turn and though I still have a ways to go in this journey, I know I won't go it alone. What a comforting thought.
I'm so glad we moved to the beach before all this happened (I know that wasn't an accident, but providential). The beach is seriously the best place for me to go when I'm feeling down or in need of healing. It relaxes me so much and I'm able to put things in perspective with the vastness of the ocean spreading out before me with it's steady rhythm. These photos are from one of those healing days recently when I had doubts and fears overwhelming me. It was just what I needed. My favorite 3 people surrounding me with love at my favorite place. What a blessing. I hope you enjoy these photos of these precious moments even a fraction of the amount that I do. I'll try to keep up with posting to this blog as I can. I hope to get back to my normal Photo Friday posts soon. In the meantime, keep praying for healing because one thing I've learned through all of this is that God truly does hear and answer our prayers.